I woke up an hour earlier today than my usual wake up time. I was tempted to do something amusing, but I heard this small voice in my heart saying this is the morning to be inspired and share your thoughts. I have to obey that command before I get distracted and lose the momentum, so to speak.
One of my dear friends has recently suffered a loss of a loved one. She has been posting pictures to accompany the memories she has with her departed father. We all go through that experience in our lifetime and it does break our hearts to pieces. I’ve gone through it with my own father and my mother, and it surely is very difficult to move on, especially when our knowledge of God is limited. Without knowing God’s Word to us, it seems like the sad feelings and depression stay longer and sadness lingers endlessly in our hearts and it would seem not going away. I went through it for years and it seemed like there was no relief on sight. It’s true that the business of life is the acquisition of memories, but the further I hang on to those memories of my dear ones and their passing, I get deeper with my depression and I was just going through the motion in my daily life without joy and peace that surpass understanding.
On 1 Kings 19 of the Holy Bible, the prophet Elijah was so depressed and ready to give up the mission God had intended for him to do. He was so distraught with his failed mission and felt like God is nowhere near him to save the day. On 1 Kings 19:5 – Due to his excessive anguish of mind and great fatigue of his body from depression, Elijah had to lay down under the bush and fell asleep and he was ready to just die. All at once an angel touched him and said, “Get up and eat.” He needed refreshment, and God sent an angel to bring him what was necessary.
“When the Spirit of God comes to us, He does not give us glorious visions, but He tells us to do the most ordinary things imaginable. Depression tends to turn us away from the everyday things of God’s creation. But whenever God steps in, His inspiration is to do the most natural, simple things – things we would never have imagined God was in, but as we do them we find Him there. We must take the first step and do it in the inspiration of God. If, however, we do something simply to overcome our depression, we will only deepen it. But when the Spirit of God leads us instinctively to do something, the moment we do it the depression is gone. As soon as we arise and obey, we enter a higher plane of life.” from Oswald Chamber’s My Utmost for His Highest
When Jesus came to my life and I surrendered my will to Him and studied God’s Word through the pages of the Bible each and every day, my depression, that lingered for so long due to the deaths of my parents, had been lifted.
On John 4:14 Jesus said: “… whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”
When I arose and got determined to study God’s manual and learned from Him, through Jesus Christ, God’s Word and Wisdom become a spring of living water in me and His words are my daily bread I take in to guide me on my daily life’s path. They become eternal refreshment that comes with joy and peace that empower my whole being.
The memories I spent with my parents are forever there embossed in my mind. However, when I remember them, there’s no longer sadness that comes with it. Yes, they are no longer here but I have a heavenly Father and His Son alive in my heart and the Holy Spirit, that is given to the followers of Jesus Christ, who is constantly present in my life. With the Holy Spirit in me, the unknown future is not so unknown anymore, because God is there.